12th march

i know u're hurting me, even if u say u're not trying...u lie, u decieve and even thought u know how u've just SLASHED my heart, u'll never apologize...why wud u? u dun feel the need to...i'm just here to love u, i'm not supposed to feel anything, am i? i post this thing here and it's gonna confuse everyone, and i can't care anymore. i'm not myself now. i've changed...not for the better nor for the worse...just changed. I have. Me. Me. Me. yes, i've changed, and i can't change back. but i still love... i hate this word 'I'...but it keeps croppping up. i'm starting my life over again...but left-over remains are sometimes useful too..so i don't think anyone will notce the change until it finally hits them...one day when they're long dead for me.