these holidays...

i had a few days of rest...going around the city with friends and cousins as long as we cud bear the heat....and then the guests came. then? then i'm just going crazy...three 12 year olds, a 29 year old, a taya and tai, a phuppo(whom i call didi) and....i forgot who that skinny woman in te corner is...oh yeah...it's my didi's best friend...and...now i've lost count. anyway, the house is a perpetual mess, and i've discovered that i'm a compulsive cleaner, so my days r happily passed in cleaning and tidying and reading and of course, my once-a-year project, embridering somehing for my granny in karachi. so i haven't had time to update, chat, go orkuting, watch TV, or even check my mail....uff, that poor Inbox, it had all but burst. haan, so y am i updating? becaauseee....i'm sick! yes!!! that's how i finally got time to get online...no details, but the heat was part of the reason...so i'm exempted(read forbidden) to do anything at all. Except this. All i can say is; i dun kno if i want to go to karachi this year...i have all my relatives there, but it's not so good now. my taya's got cancer, and he's really really depressed. All he can say now is that he knows he won't be able to go back to karachi after coming to lahore...whenever he goes somewhere he says that it's the last time he'll be doing this... i hate it. but i've gotta rush now...more relatives coming as they're all going today...cya