I have never been so non-serious abt studies in my whole life; even with all the assignments and tests piling up, not to mention the SAT 1 test looming up in may, I’m as chill as if it’s only the beginning of the term and we still have to get our o level results….*sigh*…those were the days… I’m basically just slacking off, delaying assignments till the last day, studying for tests at school but not at home, forgetting homework and what not. But I must admit I’m a lucky person; no teacher minds an assignment which is a bit late, if it’s only once or twice, plus I keep within the limits…but I don’t think I can afford to be lazy any longer. I’m reminded of homework abt a day before it’s due (ironically, by ppl who are seeking help with it), but I know what luck is like-you never push it. But I HATE studying!!! It was ok in o levels, there was abt one assignment per week at the most, and the teachers were prudent enough to give one task at a time….i guess I’ve been spoilt. A levels is nothing like the ordinary stuff…it’s too different. Four subjects are so much more than the nine I had in o levels…and I’m swamped with so much work I simply stop caring abt it…well, all I can do now is wait for the panic attacks to hit me…I really don’t think anything else can motivate me to study :P